ARW Dec.16th Quality of essay

 Today's lecture is about deciding essay topic, thesis statement, and the way of research. In discussion, I remember my attitude to essay writing in the previous terms. To tell the truth, my essays were composed by deceit. Of course I made effort to write essay well, but it was just "making what looks like essay". Why did I do it? At the beginning of semester, I had a will to write fantastic and interesting essay and chose interesting topic. However, I had troubles in the process. I became tired of researching, so I started writing with a few knowledge and my biased opinion. Finding sources are along with writing. I didn't use and verify the sources opposed to my claim because they were trouble and I had no time. Nevertheless, I could write well-composed and A-grade essay at last.
 Is it interesting? Of course not. If I do debate based on my essay, I cannot win the debate because of weakness of my argument which didn't go through counterarguments. Such a essay is not academic paper; It's wastepaper. I want to write an essay which is attractive for most of people, improve myself, and fun in writing.